I have been away from here for a while. I have been struggling with my anxiety and depression. It was all getting too much and I had no idea where I was going with this blog and my grand plans to heal the world! I took a breather and got quite low and depressed, but I am picking myself up and trying again. I still go to counselling once a week and am building a good relationship with my counsellor. However I still feel I have a long way to go, more to open up about and work through.
My anxiety has been ever present and at times crippling. It makes me feel so pathetic and weak. I only seem to feel this way when judging myself though. If I was listening to anyone else say the same i'd be the first person telling them they are NOT pathetic or weak.
I am returning to my writing and I hope it helps myself a little as much as I hope it helps anyone reading this.
